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When I was young I use to picture myself when I got to the age I am now, as this beautiful woman; with long dark hair, lovely soft skin, beautiful and slim, dressed magnificently and with so much happiness… So much achieved.
None of that is even close to me now.
It hurts knowing what I expected and how far from it I am. I almost feel like a failure because of it, but I’m a failure for other reasons I don’t dare explain.
